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Thoth Tarot Four of Wands (Completion)

Thoth Tarot Four of Wands (Completion)

I spent this morning doing what I should every morning: energy cleanse, then a ring of identity style meditation with all the Aeons at once, then a tuning fork call with all the chakras, then hello and energy to the functional and other guides briefly, then went to see the four and stayed with them for awhile, and then let Tek throw me anything he wanted for me to clean/fix for a bit. Took exactly an hour, matched to my Narnia playlist.

Later in the day: I sat on my knees in front of Mark, kneeling. I just felt it had been too long since I showed the respect I feel. I told him I want to deserve 3rd, I mean whomever is carrying his energy here in my timeline, and why can’t we meet astrally and in dreams right now, even if we never met physically? I didn’t really get any response about that. I talked a bit and then asked if we could do the meditation for 4 of wands. Sun and 3rd joined me as usual.

Four of Wands

The archetype was in motion in the air. It seemed inelegant and bulky and sort of winged. Something about its motion reminded me of these little paper toys we made in grade school. I said nice things and we went through the elements, losing most of all form, especially it.

Then I asked it to be human for me and held his hand. “The motion,” I said, thinking… “that is IN-completion?” “Yes,” he affirmed. (I was thinking in my head about something crown chakra showed me one time, when I understood that it is our imbalance that gives us a bit of a tilt and spin. That if this were ‘solved’ we would stop the spin… we would be dead. That would be, however… completion, of a kind.) I wanted us to be together but I couldn’t think of what we could do, and I asked Mark. Mark suggested I just “be” with him. Like I do the four. Well that’s the hardest thing for me! But I put us on a couch sitting next to each other, and took up a rambling conversation with him.

(This is how you work with the energy of an archetype you want to be closer to, whether it’s a difficult one or an easy one. Be as near it as you can, and then just talk to it or even ‘near’ it, about whatever is most likely relevant to that energy, or your experience, etc.)

Eventually I was sitting leaning back, in his arms with my hands on his, and I was getting in a good state of mind. Eventually I realized we had just slid into each other, and it wasn’t a real merge — no rushing or energy yawns — but it was a good start. Eventually we traded energy forms for further energy trade and that was that.

I nearly didn’t blog it, but someone internal suggested that this weird criteria where “if it’s not hard or ‘interesting’ it doesn’t matter” is wrong as a model and worse when I then invalidate it by not even writing it down. Sometimes they’re hard but sometimes they’re easy, and the latter are no less valid. I shouldn’t have to be reminded of that but sometimes I do.

P

Thoth Tarot Meditations: Wands
Thoth Tarot Ace of Wands
1
Thoth Tarot Two of Wands (Dominion)
1
Thoth Tarot Three of Wands (Virtue)
1
Thoth Tarot Four of Wands (Completion)
1
Thoth Tarot Five of Wands (Strife)
1
Thoth Tarot Six of Wands (Victory)
1
Thoth Tarot Seven of Wands (Valour)
1
Thoth Tarot Eight of Wands (Swiftness)
1
Thoth Tarot Nine of Wands (Strength)
1
Thoth Tarot Ten of Wands (Oppression)
1
Thoth Tarot Princess of Wands
1
Thoth Tarot Prince of Wands
1, 2
Thoth Tarot Queen of Wands
1
Thoth Tarot Knight of Wands
1 2 3 4 5 6