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I found a bunch of stuff in my notes file I should have put on the blog, but I don’t think I did. Perhaps a couple I did and have forgotten. But I decided I need to just put them all here in one post as an archive so in the future, as I reread my blog often, I will not lose the experiences or their possible lessons.

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“…is the {last|end} of {me|self} suppliant?”
– a sentence I got just at waking up 4/22/2021 6am
I don’t even know what that word means.
Dictionary: “asking humbly and earnestly; beseeching.”
Could the ‘last/end’ of be the 4th, be me? Or just that I need this added to whenever I am asking for something? It felt like somehow an end-section of me in some way.

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Talking to myself notes:

11/25/2020 late
So… what is it, self?
Nero’s energy is strong in my right kidney
Ray’s energy is strong in my spine
Taan and Ithikah’s energy are strong in my solar plexus (3rd chakra)
Marcan’s energy is strong in my… 2nd chakra
So KD (3ch) conveyed that he had likes/dislikes about people in my life
which got me thinking about chakras/aeons having their own opinions
if chakras and aeons combined ‘are’ my body…
well… the tarot is “a map of the universe”
but my body is the universe in that model.
One of my wands tarot meds had a major bio thing Tek helped with.
One was obsessed with my liver, the whole thing was liver-centric,
and I wondered how a tarot med became a tek med.
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since senior made me promise to be all of me or something like that
my aeons my chakras the four maybe guides, but esp the first three groups
it seems like every day some little new insight about my body comes along
I mean how it relates to the energy identity structures that are part of me
——–(found above text and added, june2021:)
But if my body is ‘woven’ out of the triune of the powers (my chakras),
my 12 Aeons, and the nature-spirit organic earth-creature with its glories…
then how can any part of my body NOT be… spirit-manifest?
If this is how it works then isn’t every part of my body all-3-things?
So if I don’t bother with a Tek med that night, and he wanted to, for example,
do a cleansing on some piece of spine or intestine or foot or whatever,
did I just “shine on” 1+ chakras/aeons who needed attention/help?

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semi-sponsored insight when seeing a thing about the marxist/riot stuff in the US mid-2020:
evolution is toward singularity
consciousness is an organizing principle
the energy will direct humanity that way naturally
if we don’t find a positive way to focus that, it will be negative
— this reminds me of “reality requires upkeep” told me once —
and the lesson I once got that energy keeps moving/growing of its own accord. you either deal with it properly, clean things, channel it your way,
or it will overgrow, or grow through, the energies you DO want

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undated (I think sometime 2018 or 2019) note I found in text file:
“everything matters” was the message of the dream. there were two big important parts I missed at the beginning. both were somehow races one of me flying a jet and one of a remote game-like jet. but the message that went through many levels of meaning, was shown me. Everything matters. What we think when we brush our teeth is as important as what we think when we meditate. And so on.

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the four, hebrew, dna… These 22 letters have very interesting similarities to the genetics that underpin all known living organisms. All living organisms, ie bacteria, to insects, to reptiles, mammals and human beings, are encoded by just 4 nucleotides in the DNA. The four bases found in DNA are adenine (A), cytosine (C), guanine (G) and thymine (T). The 4 nucleotides make up the two intertwining DNA strands in the double helix. (AT / CG) Adenine always combines with thymine and cytosine with guanine. The DNA is read through combination of three of these base pairs. The message from the trio of base pairs corresponds to placement of an amino acid in protein synthesis of to a stop message. This is a little complex, but the point is that all of known life is encoded by just 4 elements, which combine 2 by 2, combining in words of 3 letters.

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2/7/2021 dream. I had three other family members. The mother was ML’s energy somehow. We would do this thing sometimes where I would “go” — me, not them — on some major spiritual or astral travel. We had a whole setup for it in a little room. One time we are sitting around and I realize ML is talking to some angel or entity who is saying it’s time. So we go in the room (but not her for some reason) and there are 3 beds that are mats on the ground, and there is some technology-ish, little metal wire-like things. The other family members did something with it, and other things, and I laid down, because I was the one who “goes” somewhere, the others have a meditation of sorts. It feels physical when I go. I needed to be in this position when laying down, very flat on back. So in my sleep (real life) I was trying to wake my body up enough to get in that position because it needed to be mirrored, but I finally managed it. I don’t recall what happened after, only that something did.

/end of old notes