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Morning Rounds and Chakra Polarities

Morning Rounds and Chakra Polarities

Body Yesterday I did the physical and mental/emotional exercise the (aspect?) Mark brought to me advised. It honestly seemed to help how I felt. Then I did a very long vibeplate (whole body vibration), laying on it. I've been doing the VP process for about 4 of 6 days...

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Mark and Wishing

Mark and Wishing

It's morning. Fed the cats, took the dog out, got my ice water, downed a protein drink, and sat in my recliner. Now I am thinking and praying before moving on with my day. I find myself automatically talking to Mark, and then I'm in his room and Sun and 3rd are to...

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Dream Messages

Dream Messages

I've been frustrated about the job situation. I was talking with Mark about it earlier today. Mark, I griped, what makes me so mad is that it feels like either I'm an idiot for having faith when it keeps not happening, or I'm fokking something up preventing it but...

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The Orgone of Waiting

The Orgone of Waiting

That term, "The Orgone of Waiting," for a place which I had just been, was in my head when I woke up from a dream this morning. But let me start at the beginning. A week or so ago, I started dreaming about a good friend of mine, a soul-brother (as I call him) who I've...

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Tracking what you want to increase

Tracking what you want to increase

Last night in some dreams I was having, I think I was being told something. That I should be writing down whatever it is that I want to do in a day, and that I do in a day. Since I've not been doing well at accomplishing what I want. Not because one must document...

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IG Meet Day 2021

IG Meet Day 2021

It's that time again: the celebration of my meeting Inner Guide #5, Mark, aka HGA or my Holy Guardian Angel. The core of me, the fabric of my reality, the doorway that makes all my spiritual development possible. Mere gratitude, as a word doesn't even begin to cover...

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F13: Jupiter

F13: Jupiter

After my meditation with Hexagram 48, The Well, I was an emotional waterfall. I was so amazed, and moved, and grateful -- I need a word for "gratitude" that is exponentially more profound than English. It's been several days since then, as I write this, and I still...

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F13: i Ching 48 (The Well) – Stranger on the Train

F13: i Ching 48 (The Well) – Stranger on the Train

This is my first-ever i Ching hexagram meditation.  I was not 100% sure it would be possible to use the i Ching hexagrams in the same way that I have used Thoth Tarot, or personal issues: as an archetype I could have a relationship with. But it seemed like.......

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Focus Group 13 (Sigils and Identities)

Focus Group 13 (Sigils and Identities)

I'm taking each of my 'lines of focus' in this giant many-year meditation plan, and creating a succinct graphic for that "collection." This will likely take as many years as the meditations do. I call them meditations but it's better called "introductions" because...

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Choosing Where to Begin

Choosing Where to Begin

I've spent many days working on the new "focus path" of the next decade or so, and this was my last day as I was just finishing up the first draft to begin with. This is structured based on the Tree of Life, and its Paths, but also... everything else I want to do....

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The Next Meditation Plan

The Next Meditation Plan

My last meditation plan took me 13 years. This one I hope goes faster. But it's quite a bit of content. So it's going to take... a while, at least. There are many things I want to meditate upon, which is better phrased like, there are many part of myself-and-universe...

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The Tarot Journey

The Tarot Journey

A long ramble about my work with the Tarot, as a prep before I launch into the Major Arcana. Before I began the minor arcana, I had three major arcana meditations: Adjustment, my own whim as it felt like "my card" the first time I ever saw Thoth Tarot (knowing nothing...

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