by Palyne | Aug 26, 2021 | - - - Journal, - Dreams of All Kinds, 1st, Senior/King, Hands and Fingers, IG5-Mark
I’ve been frustrated about the job situation. I was talking with Mark about it earlier today. Mark, I griped, what makes me so mad is that it feels like either I’m an idiot for having faith when it keeps not happening, or I’m fokking something up...
by Palyne | Dec 2, 2018 | - - - Journal, 1st, Senior/King
Although I’d wanted to meditate ‘soon’, in the end I wasn’t doing so. I was falling asleep around 2am, sitting in bed where I’d been reading my kindle. Something in my mind made me think of Mark and thank him for my life as I constantly...
by Palyne | Apr 22, 2015 | - - - Journal, 1st, Senior/King
Midnight Mass with Inner Guide #5 (Mark), Tuesday 21 April 2015 at 11:59pm I expected we would do some meditations tonight but I figured I would wait and see what he wanted before I made specific plans. But oddly he was just very close. I mean literally. I could not...
by Palyne | Jul 27, 2013 | - - - Journal, - Dreams of All Kinds, 1st, Senior/King
I forgot to title and post this. From late July. It was Sunday the 16th that my liver and I had the ‘communication’ and I radically changed my eating habits for awhile. It’s Thursday the 27th now. I’ve been taking Lipospheric Vitamin C that I...
by Palyne | Feb 10, 2013 | - - - Journal, 1st, Senior/King, 4 Heart Chakra (Alayaowaeyiia of the Themelians), IG5-Mark, The Christ
I was proofreading the last post I made when I had some IG-sponsored ‘experience’ begin. A horizontal row of zigzags appeared. Then I was looking at the side of a forest but over the trees horizontall were these stripes like slightly transparent swaths of...
by Palyne | Oct 3, 2012 | - - - Journal, - Dreams of All Kinds, - Other Identities, 1st, Senior/King, The - Angel of Soul, The Christ
I dreamed about Jesus and Mary. The fact that I am still resistant to the ‘Jesus’ mythos — though I am ok with the ‘Christ’ identity — didn’t seem to matter. Everything I tried to write down about it just seemed ridiculous and...
by Palyne | Aug 8, 2012 | - - - Journal, 1st, Senior/King, The - Private Oracle
Over time I’ve been working on a collection of questions I have for the Private Oracle. Both literal, general, and open-ended. Eventually it’s gotten a little out of hand. If he answers all these it may be as long, and take as long, as a Seth book at this...
by Palyne | Apr 12, 2012 | - - - Journal, 1st, Senior/King, 6 Forehead Chakra (ACKRCK), Black, Golden Statue of the Four, Hands and Fingers, Sierpienta, Silver, Sword, Thoughtform Tools
Wed 11 April 2012 Midnight mass with IG Over time it is getting more difficult to think of her in the “shamanic psychological” framework I began this study with nearly 20 years ago. It gets more and more apparent and unquestionably obvious that she is...
by Palyne | Mar 25, 2012 | - - - Journal, 1st, Senior/King, Tarot Wands 11 Princess of Wands
So for a long time I’ve mentioned and observed how integrating the energy of the Senior is my biggest challenge. Senior’s world in tarot is Wands, so Knight of Wands was apparently the worst 6-month meditation of all time because it was his energy in his...
by Palyne | Jan 29, 2011 | - Archetype Meditations, 1st, Senior/King, Reaching In, Solar Body of Me, The - Angel of Soul
Under the heading of ‘finally doing a meditation on something that matters in the real world’, the other day I did one on authority and money, although, it’s some custom blend from IG. I have ‘issues’, most of which make me feel...
by Palyne | Sep 25, 2010 | 1st, Senior/King, IG4-Sedaena
I forgot to add that in a post recently, as something I was told. With this came the understanding that most energies can manifest in different forms: as nouns or verbs, you might say. They can be an object or a ‘thing’, e.g. a broken leg, or an event or...
by Palyne | Sep 3, 2010 | - Archetype Meditations, - Creating Reality, - Mind Management & NLP, 1st, Senior/King
I was sitting on the couch. The kid had the computer and was in my room sitting on my bed listening to my classical music. Seemed like a good time to meditate. I put some frankincense oil into a little warmer and (after fighting to open a bottle of myrrh oil and...
