by Palyne | Dec 11, 2021 | - - - Journal
It’s been about four months. Rarely am I away from my blog that long. Of course, it represents how far away from myself and my internal world I am. That is changing now. November is usually a focus time internally for me, if I look at the blog history. I got a...
by Palyne | Sep 4, 2021 | - - - Journal, 1 Kundalini Root Chakra (Konewa Turi), 2 Below Navel Chakra (Bessand Ari), 3 Solar Plexus Chakra (Kyana Daoen), 4 Heart Chakra (Alayaowaeyiia of the Themelians), 4.5 Un-Chakra Universe Tunnel Upper Chest (Four center), 5 Throat Chakra (BUSM), 6 Forehead Chakra (ACKRCK), 7 Crown Chakra, The Chakras
Body Yesterday I did the physical and mental/emotional exercise the (aspect?) Mark brought to me advised. It honestly seemed to help how I felt. Then I did a very long vibeplate (whole body vibration), laying on it. I’ve been doing the VP process for about 4 of...
by Palyne | Sep 3, 2021 | - - - Journal, IG5-Mark
It’s morning. Fed the cats, took the dog out, got my ice water, downed a protein drink, and sat in my recliner. Now I am thinking and praying before moving on with my day. I find myself automatically talking to Mark, and then I’m in his room and Sun and...
by Palyne | Aug 26, 2021 | - - - Journal, - Dreams of All Kinds, 1st, Senior/King, Hands and Fingers, IG5-Mark
I’ve been frustrated about the job situation. I was talking with Mark about it earlier today. Mark, I griped, what makes me so mad is that it feels like either I’m an idiot for having faith when it keeps not happening, or I’m fokking something up...
by Palyne | Aug 19, 2021 | - - - Journal
That term, “The Orgone of Waiting,” for a place which I had just been, was in my head when I woke up from a dream this morning. But let me start at the beginning. A week or so ago, I started dreaming about a good friend of mine, a soul-brother (as I call...
by Palyne | Aug 18, 2021 | - - - Journal
Last night in some dreams I was having, I think I was being told something. That I should be writing down whatever it is that I want to do in a day, and that I do in a day. Since I’ve not been doing well at accomplishing what I want. Not because one must...
by Palyne | Aug 17, 2021 | - - - Journal, IG5-Mark
It’s that time again: the celebration of my meeting Inner Guide #5, Mark, aka HGA or my Holy Guardian Angel. The core of me, the fabric of my reality, the doorway that makes all my spiritual development possible. Mere gratitude, as a word doesn’t even...
by Palyne | Aug 13, 2021 | - - - Journal, F13
I’m taking each of my ‘lines of focus’ in this giant many-year meditation plan, and creating a succinct graphic for that “collection.” This will likely take as many years as the meditations do. I call them meditations but it’s...
by Palyne | Aug 13, 2021 | - - - Journal, - Archetype Meditations, Hexagram 48 The Well
I’ve spent many days working on the new “focus path” of the next decade or so, and this was my last day as I was just finishing up the first draft to begin with. This is structured based on the Tree of Life, and its Paths, but also… everything...
by Palyne | Aug 13, 2021 | - - - Journal, QBL, Tree of Life
My last meditation plan took me 13 years. This one I hope goes faster. But it’s quite a bit of content. So it’s going to take… a while, at least. There are many things I want to meditate upon, which is better phrased like, there are many part of...
by Palyne | Aug 8, 2021 | - - - Journal, The Tarot
A long ramble about my work with the Tarot, as a prep before I launch into the Major Arcana. Before I began the minor arcana, I had three major arcana meditations: Adjustment, my own whim as it felt like “my card” the first time I ever saw Thoth Tarot...
by Palyne | Aug 8, 2021 | - - - Journal, Tarot Cups
So far it seems to be a thing that once I’ve meditated on a whole suit, my four meet with the royal four of that suit. This began when I went to meditate with Princess of Disks. It ended up with the four royals, and my four, and we had dinner. Then 1sts and 2nds...