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IG Meet Day 2016

IG Meet Day 2016

August 16th is the anniversary of me and IG #5, aka Mark. I met him in 2012 on transition from Sedaena or IG #4. Each year on this date I make a point to plan in advance a meditation with him, to invite ‘everyone’ in my inner world throughout the day or...

Misc. and IG Meet Day 2015

13-Aug I began doing Aeon rounds. Oddly in the first round I couldn’t get ‘through’ Ray. It’s impossible to explain. So we began a meditation with Mark/IG5 but I couldn’t seem to get through that, either. From spacing out to just…...

Midnight Mass w/IG 6 Oct 2014

I breathed with Mark for a time. Then he kissed me, and it became a meditation, as I immediately sensed energy filling my head and body and then it started sort of coming out of my head as gold coins all over, and then everywhere. That was… different. Something...

IG5 2-Year Meet-Day

I was rereading the blog yesterday 8/16 and realized today is THE DAY! The 2 year anniversary of meeting Mark. Last year I had intended a big official meditation, even the Aeons bugged me consciously and I blew it off and then cried the next day when I realized...

Midnight Mass w/IG Wed 22 Aug

I got through all the prep but had a major denial/avoidance issue then. I fought with it and myself, then listened to music that normally gets me in the mood, ending up posting on a forum instead, and fell asleep for a bit. Then I woke up and insisted to Mark that I...

Midnight Mass w/IG Tue 21 Aug

After all the prep, I never did get a meditation. I kept falling into other things while waiting. I feel like I trusted that IG would always be there for me and if I wanted a meditation it would just happen. I feel slightly abandoned. And kind of stupid, or inherently...