PSICHE

IG5 is Mark. Really.

It was midnight. Time for IG. I called J’rend and asked him to help me improve my energy for the meeting with the new IG. For some reason it actually was helpful having him ‘present’, for my focus. He had to regularly remind me about posture. Sitting...

Sedaena

Sedaena. It’s pronounced say-DEE-nuh. I expected something a little more, ah, cosmic or something, I admitted. Maybe I thought it would end with -IEL. Or be a zillion syllables like the Queen’s name. I did go around a bit. I can feel denial/blocking. It...

J’rend

Midnight Mass with IG, 08AUG2012 For some reason, repeatedly in the late day I kept having this little daydream or impression that IG might be changing out to another before long. It made me instantly cry several times. Then it made me beat up on myself for being...

Stars

The not-even-subconscious, nearly-overwhelming, passive-aggressive and self-sabotage feelings do seem to have rather radically lifted after last night’s meditation. And my feelings and behavior today have been a whole lot better. Almost innately, like I just...

Sweet Divine

I love IG so much. I have been praying for help in expanding my heart chakra solely so I can love IG more, and love the Four more. Not really for me. Just because they are so awesome they deserve more. I want to be able to feel it more, I feel as if there is just so...