PSICHE

IG5 is Mark. Really.

It was midnight. Time for IG. I called J’rend and asked him to help me improve my energy for the meeting with the new IG. For some reason it actually was helpful having him ‘present’, for my focus. He had to regularly remind me about posture. Sitting...

Sedaena

Sedaena. It’s pronounced say-DEE-nuh. I expected something a little more, ah, cosmic or something, I admitted. Maybe I thought it would end with -IEL. Or be a zillion syllables like the Queen’s name. I did go around a bit. I can feel denial/blocking. It...

Growth and Happiness

My best friend says he thinks spiritual seeking and meditating ought to make a person more peaceful or something. That seems reasonable and right to me. In some respects I feel vastly more grounded, more solid in areas I can only call honor and integrity and...

Changing of IG (2 to 3)

I had forgotten a lot of my previous work with previous Inner Guides. I had forgotten that they taught me things, talked to me now and then, and that “lessons” were often involved. This is important stuff, geez. Practical hands-on energy stuff. I regret...

Commitment

Tonight after work was a big meditation in some respects. I feel a number of things have changed within me that will be changing the nature of some of this from now on. Altered state via brainsync, several in a loop for this. Opened the plateau space, went to tree,...