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Thoth Tarot Four of Cups (Luxury)

Thoth Tarot Four of Cups (Luxury)

I spent a little time with the Four and with Alayaowaeyiia (heart chakra) sitting in the universe tunnel, looking out over the landscape of me, Alaya’s vivid green pyramid barely visible in the distance. Once before he had given me a few of the odd colored...

IG5 2-Year Meet-Day

I was rereading the blog yesterday 8/16 and realized today is THE DAY! The 2 year anniversary of meeting Mark. Last year I had intended a big official meditation, even the Aeons bugged me consciously and I blew it off and then cried the next day when I realized...

Giving Away

I woke up from a dream. I had gone back to the projects, the poor welfare area of town where I’d lived for awhile with my mother when I was eight years old. There was an apartment at the end of the row (that’s not what we’d had, by the way, we had a...

The Local War

It’s not quite a cold war. But it hasn’t got artillary. Yet. It’s got resistance. Denial. And passive-aggressive. It’s got Oh-I-Forgot and I-Just-Don’t-Feel-Like-It and I-Just-Feel-Frustrated-Don’t-Know-Why-Leave-It-Alone. But...

The Landscape of Me

I got to IG on time. For some reason, making this midnight appointment seems critically important to me. Like it is a commitment. Not to be delayed or put aside for other things. I sat by her for a bit, glad that my mind was fairly, decently calm pretty quickly. I had...