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The Eye of the Universe

The Eye of the Universe

Mark has seemed so much more “present” when I focus on him lately. More ‘active.’ Like I have more sense of him touching me (as if he had a human form), moving around me, even holding me and sometimes kissing my forehead. I know that my sense...

The True Self, and Eating Disorders

I feel like I should put some kind of trademark symbol after ‘true self’ to indicate it’s as much a distinct-label as a descriptive, rather like private-oracle or something. Some time ago I met Shiante, a guide IG stuck me with so I couldn’t...

Memory

I had all but forgotten that my best friend had bought me this cool textile of the River of Sky — the “nature god” I’ve had a couple of experiences with, one via IG’s brief introduction [IG and the Flying Dragon], one via that 1st-person...

A different kind of healing

Remember some time ago I said that in truly opening up my meditations closer to ‘anything’, I was risking that at least for the ones I could remember semi literally and translate into words, they might not be as… well, within the paradigms of what I...

Sylphs and the Four

I slept since this happened so I have forgotten much of it. I suspect it’s going to sound even stupider as a result. I was doing my morning prayers. As I have felt very separated from everything for awhile, this was my, “to whom it may concern” level...