Select Page

I’ve had this energy “open” for literally months and months. I finally got around to it.

I reminded myself that no matter this was an official archmed, that it’s up to IG how it goes and I’ll let her do as she likes. I reminded myself that I needed to work “with” her instead of expecting some pre-made spoon-fed experience, although I’m not against those if they happen now and then only against limiting myself to ‘requiring’ that.

Thoth Tarot Ten of Disks (Wealth)I began last night but fell asleep before I could do anything. I continued this morning.

I haven’t meditated in so long, and so little in the last 7 months, I’m pretty much a metaphysical dork at this point, so the perceptuals especially to begin were barely-there. After something nebulous I worked on ‘allowing’, I was looking at some offbeat shape, vertical, that had a sort of pattern in it, two-toned color, a sort of deep reddish color (which you can’t see in this pic but is about the darker color on the bottom sides of the coins in the lower card), and a dark-cream color.

(I didn’t see any yellow, green, or lavender, anywhere. Not that I expect to. Just that if colors do come across, it seems like they’d match, sometimes they have.)

It was a bit nebulous and abstract. “Well I can work with this, though,” I told IG, but she wasn’t good with that, and I had the feeling, it actually did need to be something that my mind could put a “label and handle on” for the sake of my interaction.

So then this thing ‘grew’ in the now-forest-clearing environment, an elevated round pavilion but very small, and a chair right in the middle of it. The chair was trying to find a pattern and every time I felt we had one and that would be it, the top would insist on becoming larger and rounder until eventually what we had was something a little like a ‘casual throne’ but the ‘back’ of the chair was like a 12 foot diameter circle.

The outside of the round pavilion took the shape from the first visual including the “two-toned color at the edge.”

There was no person or creature around so I decided the environ was the arch, and I walked up a few steps and over to the chair and sat in it. I leaned my head against the back and imagined that in doing so, I connected with everything, and that felt right.

But nothing happened. I mean nothing interesting. I was just sitting there. I did feel it was MY chair, but still. You’d think it’d be more exciting. I remembered a previous med where the arch told me I’d had his energy open for a long time (so there wasn’t much left to do, for this point in my development’s ability to integrate).

So I shrugged, and decided to just imagine pulling the chair and pavilion into me as an energy merge, and was very surprised to get a whole lot of rushing from that. So I replayed the intent/experience until it was no longer giving me all that energy-response.

That was it. Not very interesting I know but it is what it is I guess!

P

Thoth Tarot Meditations: Disks
Thoth Tarot Ace of Disks
1, 2
Thoth Tarot Two of Disks (Change)
1
Thoth Tarot Three of Disks (Works)
1
Thoth Tarot Four of Disks (Power)
1
Thoth Tarot Five of Disks (Worry)
1
Thoth Tarot Six of Disks (Success)
1
Thoth Tarot Seven of Disks (Failure)
1
Thoth Tarot Eight of Disks (Prudence)
1
Thoth Tarot Nine of Disks (Gain)
1
Thoth Tarot Ten of Disks (Wealth)
1
Thoth Tarot Princess of Disks
1, 2
Thoth Tarot Prince of Disks
1
Thoth Tarot Queen of Disks
1
Thoth Tarot Knight of Disks
1