by Palyne | Dec 31, 2012 | - - - Journal, - Body Work (see also Tek), clay, Feet, Light Grey, metallic / mineral, steel, Tek
Well, the whole ‘clearing the heart chakra’ and ‘allowing the christ energy’ and ‘truly letting myself absorb into IG’ are apparently all the same thing from different perspectives, and much more work than ‘a meditation’...
by Palyne | Dec 31, 2012 | - - - Journal, My Aeon [02] Bolehren [7th House], My Aeon [03] Ithikah [8th House], My Aeon [04] L'Anna [6th House], My Aeon [07] Hot Amanakhaton "Jiri" [9th House]
Evening 8-Dec-2012. I had some realization that I needed to do the ‘let-them-love-me’ thing with the Aeons prior to the Four, ideally. Because every integration with an Aeon makes me slightly more open to one or more of the Four. Senior told me that once,...
by Palyne | Dec 30, 2012 | - - - Journal, Music
Do any of us really know who we are? Because one would think that whomever it is, that person would be part of our creativity, right? So if one person writes blues music and another writes hilariously adorable songs about rodents, you’d figure this was some kind...
by Palyne | Dec 30, 2012 | - - - Journal, - Dreams of All Kinds
I missed blogging these when I should have. I also missed meditating on them as archetypes, although I suppose I still can. dream wed-5-dec-2012 morning I was 27, female, and I had been sentenced to 4 years in prison. I was being led into the prison which looked a bit...
by Palyne | Dec 29, 2012 | - - - Journal, Music
I’ve mentioned a couple of times that since I started working on the heart chakra and the let-them-love-me meditation — or rather, mostly didn’t work on it, as the case may be — that I’ve had this bizarre symptom where a...
by Palyne | Dec 26, 2012 | - - - Journal, Reaching In
I’m broken. I never realized it until today. Christmas day, of all days. I feel like I’ve been living with a stranger most my life and I never realized it until now. Like me and the stranger agreed on some unspoken level to let each other alone. I would be...
by Palyne | Dec 14, 2012 | - - - Journal, Rolle
It was back on maybe the 9th or so… Someone, like an Aeon I didn’t recognize or a guide (it felt like I should know them and did, but not consciously), showed up abruptly at my left, and said something I didn’t hear but which seemed irritated as if...
by Palyne | Dec 7, 2012 | - - - Journal, IG5-Mark
This is very dull, just a collected journaling I am keeping, because I think ‘how I get there from here’ as far as integrating with IG5 is worth my documenting. 20Nov2012 My 16 year old gives me more drama than daytime TV, and depresses me worse than...
by Palyne | Dec 7, 2012 | - - - Journal, - Truth
Long ago I had a teaching-dream about ‘Truth’ that still moves me. Truth I was reading old blog posts here and saw a comment I had somehow missed. How do you know Truth (the “is-ness” Truth with a capital T you mention) and Meaning when you experience it?...