by Palyne | Nov 29, 2009 | - - - Journal
English lacks the shared-concept words to do most internal work justice. Even for people with enough internal experience, or intellectual subtlety, to understand, it’s still hard to wrap a brain around. Even for people who’ve had the same experience. I...
by Palyne | Nov 29, 2009 | - - - Journal
The kid says for the last few days I’ve been instant to anger, and less ‘nice’. I don’t feel like this, but I observe she’s said this several times now… for the last few days. Maybe she’s right. I do feel less tolerant. Not...
by Palyne | Nov 28, 2009 | - - - Journal
Well this will teach me to inquire. Maybe I don’t want to know! I was out Googling when I saw something called “Sethian” Gnosticism. I ignored it the first few times I saw it. When I refer to ‘Seth’ it’s a modern channeled entity,...
by Palyne | Nov 28, 2009 | - - - Journal, The Four (Aeons of Light)
I meant to post this yesterday but hadn’t finished with it. (I mention this because it was this post that actually led into the sex magick post that appeared here earlier. I was reading on gnostic stuff that led to magick stuff that led to that topic and I got...
by Palyne | Nov 28, 2009 | - Archetype Meditations, - Body Work (see also Tek), Tantra
My astrologer friends tell me that having both Venus and Mars in Scorpio has something to do with this, but all I know is, I tend to hold the polarities when it comes to things like love and sex. I’ve had less sex in my 44 years than most the 17 year olds I know...
by Palyne | Nov 27, 2009 | - - - Journal, Aeon Rounds
Tonight when I was doing the round — the rosary-of-Aeons-mantra — I was thanking some of them for having taught me something in the merge with Marcan. For giving me the opportunity to really feel something different. God knows if this were only in my head...
by Palyne | Nov 26, 2009 | - Archetype Meditations, - Dreams of All Kinds, The Four (Aeons of Light)
Into my life, since childhood and still alas ever-present, is a certain “pattern of energy” that I have recognized more than once as a huge problem. Despite recognizing it, I haven’t “got around to” meditating on it. Which might have...
by Palyne | Nov 26, 2009 | - - - Journal, The Consortium (Aeons), The Four (Aeons of Light)
I love it when I’m watching something in a movie and suddenly I see something that TOTALLY reminds me of some scene from my inner world. Long ago (blogged in two parts in “IG and the Pagan Night” and “Gaia and the Pyramid”), I had this...
by Palyne | Nov 25, 2009 | Aeon Rounds, Insights, My Aeon [05] Ray [2nd House], My Aeon [06] Marcan [5th House], My Aeon [12] Nero [12th House], Reaching In, Tantra
Wed evening. It’s after 10:30pm and I have no more excuse to avoid doing the Aeon Round (as I am calling it, going around the circle of the Aeons with the mantra prayer) which I should have done this morning before work, and as it’s a lovely avoidance of...
by Palyne | Nov 24, 2009 | - - - Journal, - Mind Management & NLP, Insights, The - Private Oracle
Since I have made a point to be more ‘aware’ of my thoughts, to attempt to stop and dissolve negative daydreams, I’ve had a few thoughts that seem a little more proactive than usual. Hmmmn, maybe if we’re not busy with mental masturbation we...
by Palyne | Nov 23, 2009 | - Body Work (see also Tek), Aeon Rounds, Tek
Today’s morning communion with the consortium members went fine. The last one ‘through’ the four had more ‘rushing’ body-feelings. None as powerful as the first time but still nice. I let Tek lead a meditation. Usually I descend into a...
by Palyne | Nov 21, 2009 | Aeon Rounds
Me and IG and Bolehren sat down together (so to speak) today and slowly worked out a psalm or prayer I could use with the Aeons, in my daily meditation to focus on each one of them for at least a few moments. I was looking for something akin to a rosary prayer, a...
