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Journal (mundania catch up), 10Jun21

Journal (mundania catch up), 10Jun21

Nobody else needs to read this, I’m just trying to keep track of the ‘little things’ in my life, awareness, dreams, and the more mundane things. I get far more insight on my life re-reading the past than I ever do at the time. And a few pictures at...
Mundania: Got a dog. Starch & Stearic.

Mundania: Got a dog. Starch & Stearic.

Notes on mundania. Long, boring, details about eating plans and such, I’m only recording this for my own later review and reminder. Nobody else needs to read this unless obscure dietary issues are your thing. Hopefully my next post will be a good archetype...
Dominant Autonomy: Changing a Dream, Changing Myself

Archmed: Cognitive Dissonance

I was sitting on my screened porch, happy to be alive, and closed my eyes and asked Mark to put his hands on my head. I was feeling blissed, and asked him to please bring me closer, help me clear the part of me that resists him. Then I said, cognitive dissonance...
Snow, revisited

Snow, revisited

During Midnight Mass with Mark a long time ago, I met a guy that I was too sleepy to spend time with. Couldn’t see him well, but liked him. I told him I’d be back. And I’ve often thought of him, almost a pull to him, it’s been eons. It finally...
Great avoidance means I should do it

Great avoidance means I should do it

Some time ago I had what I call a ‘sponsored intuition’ about how I should be doing a daily Aeon round, to continue improving our integration. (Which in turn affects my integration with the four.) When I finally got myself to do it, it did seem effective,...
Notes to Self, and “The Middle Pillar”

Notes to Self, and “The Middle Pillar”

After the evening when a meditation was modified to instead be ‘Dancing with the King’ (of Swords), and the next morning, after a meditation was modified to instead be some time sitting with the Four, the energy of the King that had been very strong in my...
What I Need Instead of What I Want (I guess)

What I Need Instead of What I Want (I guess)

So yesterday I began a meditation with L’Anna and others on the job situation. But instead of that, I found myself in a meditation with the King of Swords, and the Four joined me. That’s novel. One normally gets the meditation they go in for. Today, I did...
Dominant Autonomy: Changing a Dream, Changing Myself

Notes to Self 4Jan2020

Found this quote: 4. Sense of Sacredness … characteristic reactions involve awe, humility, and reverence. It is called “numinous” by Rudolf Otto, which he describes as referring to a sense of a tremendous mystery that is simultaneously both (a) awful/terrible...
The King in Me, II

The King in Me, II

The changes in me seem to continue, though not every day is extreme. More of the same to some degree, with some new ideas or thoughts or insights. I am still specifically driven to find things that need doing and do them, and each day I do something that is pretty...
Dominant Autonomy: Changing a Dream, Changing Myself

Soul Retrieval

Many years ago I had this dream (which is on the blog but I can’t find it) where I was sitting in a bar, and some fellow was talking to me about “Soul Retrieval.” I found myself thinking that no matter what it took, I simply HAD to find the fellow he...
Dreaming, House on Fire

Dreaming, House on Fire

This was from Nov 2/3 and I wanted to record it – a dream. I had a family: beside me, a man, woman, child, black cat, and golden retriever dog. We lived on a mountain, though it was a populous town. When I entered the dream I was coming home in a small car, and...
IG Meet Day 2020

IG Meet Day 2020

Prep: I took a shower and washed my hair and put on a clean gown for sleeping later. I went to the screened porch, the weather was miraculously really nice at that moment, and sat in the chair and went through the aeons, chakras, four, and planets, asking each to be...
Visiting the Disks

Visiting the Disks

A meditation based on the idea suggested to me in the For Manifesting post. I spent the morning, from about 7am to 10am, with each of the disks, asking them to be part of the meditation, then falling asleep between many of those. I finished reading the original disks...
For Manifesting

For Manifesting

I was in an altered state and asking Mark and the Four and the Aeons, in general, what I could do to better manifest something in my real world, like a decent job. I got an answer, by way of ROTE as is common. The last answer I got like that wasn’t long ago, and...