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Morning Rounds and Chakra Polarities

Morning Rounds and Chakra Polarities

Body Yesterday I did the physical and mental/emotional exercise the (aspect?) Mark brought to me advised. It honestly seemed to help how I felt. Then I did a very long vibeplate (whole body vibration), laying on it. I’ve been doing the VP process for about 4 of...
Mark and Wishing

Mark and Wishing

It’s morning. Fed the cats, took the dog out, got my ice water, downed a protein drink, and sat in my recliner. Now I am thinking and praying before moving on with my day. I find myself automatically talking to Mark, and then I’m in his room and Sun and...
The Orgone of Waiting

The Orgone of Waiting

That term, “The Orgone of Waiting,” for a place which I had just been, was in my head when I woke up from a dream this morning. But let me start at the beginning. A week or so ago, I started dreaming about a good friend of mine, a soul-brother (as I call...
Tracking what you want to increase

Tracking what you want to increase

Last night in some dreams I was having, I think I was being told something. That I should be writing down whatever it is that I want to do in a day, and that I do in a day. Since I’ve not been doing well at accomplishing what I want. Not because one must...
IG Meet Day 2021

IG Meet Day 2021

It’s that time again: the celebration of my meeting Inner Guide #5, Mark, aka HGA or my Holy Guardian Angel. The core of me, the fabric of my reality, the doorway that makes all my spiritual development possible. Mere gratitude, as a word doesn’t even...
F13: Jupiter

F13: Jupiter

After my meditation with Hexagram 48, The Well, I was an emotional waterfall. I was so amazed, and moved, and grateful — I need a word for “gratitude” that is exponentially more profound than English. It’s been several days since then, as I...
Focus Group 13 (Sigils and Identities)

Focus Group 13 (Sigils and Identities)

I’m taking each of my ‘lines of focus’ in this giant many-year meditation plan, and creating a succinct graphic for that “collection.” This will likely take as many years as the meditations do. I call them meditations but it’s...
The Next Meditation Plan

The Next Meditation Plan

My last meditation plan took me 13 years. This one I hope goes faster. But it’s quite a bit of content. So it’s going to take… a while, at least. There are many things I want to meditate upon, which is better phrased like, there are many part of...
The Tarot Journey

The Tarot Journey

A long ramble about my work with the Tarot, as a prep before I launch into the Major Arcana. Before I began the minor arcana, I had three major arcana meditations: Adjustment, my own whim as it felt like “my card” the first time I ever saw Thoth Tarot...
4×4 with the Cups

4×4 with the Cups

So far it seems to be a thing that once I’ve meditated on a whole suit, my four meet with the royal four of that suit. This began when I went to meditate with Princess of Disks. It ended up with the four royals, and my four, and we had dinner. Then 1sts and 2nds...
Mark and Wishing

Designing a New Self

When Mark was deweaving me with Calme I felt as if some of the other energy I’d asked to ‘work on’ as part of having her with me for a couple days had improved. A lot. I also felt the meditation of “letting go” of some deep resentments...
Gridlock

Gridlock

“Gridlock is always a reflection of insufficient Will.” — guide ‘8 becoming 9’ Lately my life has felt frustrating. It’s like when you get stuck in a dream that you can’t get right and you’re doing it over and over again...
Miscellany from the Notes File

Miscellany from the Notes File

I found a bunch of stuff in my notes file I should have put on the blog, but I don’t think I did. Perhaps a couple I did and have forgotten. But I decided I need to just put them all here in one post as an archive so in the future, as I reread my blog often, I...
The Nexus sphere potential; thoughtform tools; entity function-friends

The Nexus sphere potential; thoughtform tools; entity function-friends

Long ago in the meditation Monde and Dragonshead Cove I was given something, an object, that I initially put in the category of “thoughtform power tools.”  I had some more experience and insight with her this morning I want to talk about, but I think first...
Journal (mundania catch up), 10Jun21

Journal (mundania catch up), 10Jun21

Nobody else needs to read this, I’m just trying to keep track of the ‘little things’ in my life, awareness, dreams, and the more mundane things. I get far more insight on my life re-reading the past than I ever do at the time. And a few pictures at...
Mundania: Got a dog. Starch & Stearic.

Mundania: Got a dog. Starch & Stearic.

Notes on mundania. Long, boring, details about eating plans and such, I’m only recording this for my own later review and reminder. Nobody else needs to read this unless obscure dietary issues are your thing. Hopefully my next post will be a good archetype...