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I spent much of last night and part of today, listening to brainsync MP3s and rereading all the posts I have categorized under Mark. Although he is always present, I’ve felt so out of touch with the inner world and interworlds, I wanted to re-establish some connection.

I had the idea I’d like to go into the rose nebula nexus and see where one of the many stairways, hallways and doorways led. I took 3rd and Sun with me. 3rd chose the path at my request, which was straight to the right, under some stairs and a hallway straight back.

I ended up under thick salt water, and then finding a path out of that and in a pool where the wall of it were carved in incredible, like asian-temple detail. I got out of that and found myself in a gown that told me I was about to find the four in some royal context. They were in a room just hanging out, two playing some kind of game I didn’t recognize. I shifted into 4th, with her permission since she was there. Danced with 3rd slowly. Said hello to 1st and 2nd.

We shifted together to become 5th, but I was having severe body problems. I’d eaten bacon and eggs prior to this and apparently my body felt all that fat was pure energy (this is day 17 of return to lowcarb, so perhaps I just now hit some start to ketosis). My legs were going nuts, even my arms, I just needed movement desperately. I had a hard enough time ‘tuning in’ properly to any of this but that made it exponentially worse.

Eventually I left, returned the way I came, and went out the other side of nexus to see what was there, that was pre-planned with Mark. Sun and 3rd seemed to know where we were going and led me down an endless dirt path with small huts to each side, sparsely scattered. We finally went into one, after bowing to some man, taking off our shoes at the door, and we sat on a wicker-like long bench and he gave us some tea.

Then he began tapping on my forehead in a way that made me think he was doing some kind of acupressure. Apparently this is why we were here. He ended up tapping on my entire body, as a I stood, and laid down flat on my stomach, and then sat straight while he worked on the top of my head. Then he was done and I was all about staying and talking to him but the guys ushered me out like we would overstay our welcome or something. We went through nexus and back to Mark’s sofa again.

It was very poorly done on my part as far as any real “connection” to much of anything. My inability to pay attention, my inability to keep my body still, surely did not help. But it was something and I hope to do something as regularly as possible for some weeks.

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