by Palyne | Dec 30, 2016 | - - - Journal, Tarot Cups 07 of cups Debauch, The Largers
I’ve been meaning to do this meditation since the last one. But I haven’t been meditating, aside from the rare quick Aeon round or Chakra hello or asking Mark/IG5 to put his hands on me and mellowing in that. I spent a lot of the last few weeks watching a...
by Palyne | Oct 26, 2014 | - - - Journal, - Other Identities, Monde
Had a good talk with Monde last night. Though I’m not sure of the good it will do me in the end, but it was kind of him to communicate. To review: once upon a time, IG#4 introduced me to the Being I “most needed” and it turned out to be this huge...
by Palyne | Dec 1, 2013 | - - - Journal, Monde
01 December 2913 4:44 am Mark, my left collarbone is killing me — I know this is throat-chakra related but I don’t know how. My right leg is really acting up, what a mess it is. I want to do a meditation that includes as much as possible for ‘dealing...
by Palyne | Oct 25, 2013 | - - - Journal, - Archetype Meditations, Dominon (dahm'-ee-non), IG5-Mark, LIghtning Glass Angel, Lightning-Sand Angel, Monde, Rose Nebula Nexus Sphere
21-Oct-2013 Monday I actually got my act together to sit with Mark more ‘officially’ than through just a song or hello. I do usually sit ‘with’ him during ‘his song’ (It Is You by Dana Glover) or sometimes just when I think of it....
by Palyne | May 3, 2012 | - - - Journal, The Largers
Wed 02MAY2012 Midday Mass with IG I found myself in the dark. I crouched, made sure I was invisible, and then used night-vision to see what was around me. I was in a small cave and there was a larger side of it, almost an alcove, in which six large statues stood, like...
by Palyne | Oct 23, 2011 | - Dreams of All Kinds, Back/Spine, Branch or Bramble, Grown Into/Through, Legs, Rahleon (rah-lee'-on)
A year ago I had a dream. I blogged about it here, in a post called Mercenary. It had three ‘new’ things for me, in it. The first was the clear understanding that the dream was a total fabrication of my imagination… but that it was absolutely true to...
by Palyne | Jun 19, 2011 | - Archetype Meditations, 3rd, Mate/Twin, Solar Body of Me, The Four (Aeons of Light), The Largers
There are times when I put a lot of effort into meditating and I still have no idea what it means. This is the first real meditation I’ve done in longer than I can remember. With the oddest result. This morning I was doing something in my head–not...
by Palyne | Feb 28, 2011 | - - - Journal, 1 Kundalini Root Chakra (Konewa Turi), The Largers
One of the phenomena of the Largers as I call them (as I have no idea what they really are, except that I am part of what composes them, the way the Consortium (12 Aeons) are part of what composes me), is that after I have met each of them, I’ve had an amping up...
by Palyne | Feb 3, 2011 | - - - Journal, 4thLarger
I met the 4th ‘Larger’ as I call them (for lack of a clue on what they really are) recently. I was in denial. This was clear even during the experience, and from my evasion of blogging about it. That also affected how much it impacted me during the...
by Palyne | Dec 8, 2010 | - - - Journal, 4thLarger
So here’s an irony. I found the beginning of my ‘IG meds’ just before work ate my life. Of course, I have no memory of this really… distant and dim at best. If I don’t blog and re-read constantly, until I’ve re-read something...
by Palyne | Dec 1, 2010 | Aeon Rounds, Pazyryk (pa-zsur'-ik), The Largers
I can’t believe I forgot to blog this. Actually it’s probably a sign, things that affect me the most I sometimes ‘deny’ until I’ve conveniently forgotten them. This qualifies as one of the weirder things in my recent life, although...
by Palyne | Dec 1, 2010 | - Archetype Meditations, - Intuitive Insights, IG4-Sedaena, My Aeon [12] Nero [12th House], Pazyryk (pa-zsur'-ik)
I attempted to do a med on Nero and my body last night but it just didn’t happen. Then I attempted to do one on why Pazyryk asked me why my legs wouldn’t talk to him, and the sudden perception I had when he said that, that I was standing right on the edge...
